I live half a life. I am trying to remain positive but it's so hard. On Christmas Eve 2000, I woke up with the world tilted and nothing has been the same ever since. I went to doctor after doctor, some told me I was crazy, and I started to believe them. I was dizzy, my muscles contracted painfully. They put me on medications that made my symptoms so much worse. I couldn't walk. I was an energetic, vibrant person and I fell apart. Now, I'm trying to put myself back together. So far, that's a slow process.